Mathemagenic

What I need most now is a vacation...

...and not paper deadlines (one done last Friday, but those still to go do not let me enjoy the sweetness and relief of submitting a paper)...
...and not workshop proposal due yesterday...
...and not travel arrangements for the next week (and can I have a vacation before that?)...
...and not feeling half-way sick and sleepy at 10 in the evening...
...and not all those emotions that have right to be there and decided to surface at the moment when I'm less capable of dealing with them...
...and not rewriting PhD outline that should be done long time ago...
...and not reshuffling my commitments in projects to have a bit less stress...
...and not crashes at my provider that wiped out my weblog and Radio not cooperating to get it back...
...and not having to wait for three more weeks before I can take a week off and escape somewhere nice and thoughtless without doubting if I should be in Moscow instead for a celebration with my family and friends - sweet and warm, but hardly thoughtless...

Developing stress management skills is the highest priority on my to do list :)